The Soul needs Love of Yahweh and Yeshua

To know Yahweh's Word is very important. But I discovered that the knowledge stayed in my head. With my head I believe. But something in me a lot of times doesn't believe. People like to call it the heart. But I have a changed heart from Yahweh and a new spirit. So it’s not my heart. I call it my soul.

We're now going to read: 

Romans 8:13-14

For if you are living according to the flesh, you must die; but if by the Spirit you are putting to death the deeds of the body, you will live. For all who are being led by the Spirit of Yahweh, these are sons of Yahweh. 

The body is called the flesh in the Bible. And I was thinking that my emotions were part of my flesh. I was thinking that my emotions were not part of my soul. And because I had to die from my flesh, I started to ignore my emotions and make myself strong in neglecting my feelings. Here I made a big mistake. The emotions are part of my soul. The soul is who you really are. It's actually the control center of life in your body. It can be influenced by the flesh. This is the case with most of the people. When you become a Christian you have to stop the influence of the flesh and the influence of evil. If you don't do that you start to sin very easy. Instead the influence has to come from Yahweh, Yeshuaand the Holy Spirit. And that's why you start to study the Bible, sing worship songs and pray. Also you talk with Yeshuaabout everything that you want. You build relationships with Yahweh, Yeshuaand the Holy Spirit. 

I tried to live as a good Christian as much as possible. And I tried to get rid of my negative thinking, my negative feelings, bitterness, anger, worries and complaints. I seemed to work for a while. But one day it was as if my negative things were exploding. I couldn't control it anymore. I asked forgiveness and again started to control it. But every time it came again. I didn't know how to solve this issue.

Till Yahweh told me that I have to become friends with my soul. He explained that my soul and my emotions aren't part of the flesh. They're who I am. I must not stop the soul from talking. The emotion is the language of the soul. I have to learn to understand what's going wrong. My soul has to come free from the influence of my flesh and has to learn to trust Yahweh, Yeshuaand the Holy Spirit instead. I have to help my soul with this change. 

Let's read: 

John 15:9

Just as the Father has loved Me, I have also loved you; abide in My love.

Second thing what was going wrong is the fact that I wasn't searching Yahweh's and Jesus’s love for myself. I know They both love me and Their love is always there for me. But my soul doesn't believe that she can find love with a Yahweh and a Yeshuaon distance. That's why I don't make much progress. Your soul is a person. In my case a scared and neglected person. Here lays my challenge. I have to be patient with my soul. And learn her how to receive Yahweh's and Jesus’s love and to stay in Their love. But I never did this before and I don't know how to start. I hope that the Holy Spirit will help me through this process. 

Yahweh told me also that the soul works in the hypothalamus. So I searched the explanation about the hypothalamus. And I found a remarkable same story. Your hypothalamus, is a structure deep in your brain, it acts as your body's smart control coordinating center. Its main function is to keep your body in a stable state. It does its job by directly influencing your autonomic nervous system and by managing hormones.The hypothalamus is an important center for the body's temperature regulation, the feeling of hunger and thirst, the day and night rhythm (the biological clock), emotional behavior and memory. I learned that it is the soul in the hypothalamus who is doing this. But you will not find this in any book. 

By the way: when your soul is healthy, happy and stable, your body will be also healthy, feel good and be stable. This is because the body reflects the state of your soul. 

Let's read: 

Psalms 43:5 

Why are you in despair, O my soul? And why are you disturbed within me? Hope in Yahweh, for I shall again praise Him, the help of my countenance and my Yahweh.

Now I talk to the soul, because she needs attention and encouragement. Now I see the soul as my best friend. It is a slow process, but my soul is more positive now. The anger in me stopped. Isn't that wonderful?